I can't believe it...

After finding out I was pregnant I can't tell you that I was totally excited or more in shock thinking ok was this the right decision for us? I still can tell you that Im super scared and am wondering what in the world are we getting ourselves into.

Our big ultrasound was today at 2:00 here in Fillmore and I can't tell you how nervous and stressed out I was all day. My head was pounding not even my caffeine would settle it and I didn't realize it was stress until the lady I worked with told me thats probably what it was from....I left work and met Greg and his mom out at the hospital where I got right in which was nice because I hate waiting....still nervous thinking he might tell me something was wrong with the baby he didn't so that was nice. He pointed out different things like the heart, the brain, the feet, the arms....and then he pointed out the TURTLE. Yes I said the turtle, he asked us if we seen the turtle looking thing right there and we said yes and he said you know what the means..we both said no -- he said well that means your having a baby BOY! yes I said BOY and yes he referred it to a TURTLE.

Having only girls in my family I have to tell you I was set on having another one making this the 6th and had convinced Greg it was a girl as well. I have to admit that I have cried on and off all day not knowing what in the world I am going to do with a TURTLE, I think tonight I will probably have nightmares about TURTLES. Seriously who refers it to that!

But as for the morale of the story, the Dr. said I have a 100% healthy baby boy growing inside and when it comes down to it thats all that matters! Wish me luck, I will need it!